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This post is dedicated to my parents, my mum who loves me dearly, and my dad who believes that I can still make it after countless falls.

Was watching a movie.. when a statement from a conversation hit me hard.

"Life's an Occasion. Rise to it."

It's not that I've not been doing that. Ironically, the issue here is that I've been guilty of standing in applause for it for too long a moment, many a times. People generally worry about money, about bread and butter, but people like me would go hungry for passion and merry making music. Who would be standing upright 10 yrs from now? The grounded people building their careers on generic jobs like accountants, lawyers, engineers.. Or people that Rised up to life and paradigms, living a life of passion and joy which may end overnight?

Maybe it'll not me standing. Maybe I woud end up basking at orchard MRT or do some small run-down pub shows for 50 bucks a night, living off maggi mee to save up to pay the rent and a pack of cigarettes... Bittersweet Smiles on my face. Hidden tears on my pillow that would have dried up by the next morning, leaving nothing but faint marks on that pillow case that would have been unwashed off it's countless tears for god knows since when.

On the bright side... maybe it would be me standing, me leaving a legacy for my kids... that I had made it no matter how hard it took me to get the high ground where I would be standing, that I can have the previledge to say to my son, "Look here, Daddy made it through hardwork and belief son, I know you can live your life to the fullest too, live the dreams you dream, that you can get there. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise."


I'm not questioning my beliefs, my passion, my love for life.

I just question My Own End Point after. Which of the 2 above it would be.

Not backing out, no no. NOT. I'll Rise to the Occasion of Life as I've been doing so. May it treat me well, as I'll applaud it the best I can, Smiles and Sweat on my face, Thorns and Tears in my eyes. Yes. I will Continue moving forward.

Are you rising up today? It's not wrong to sit through your entire life. It can be a joy. Such great joy of simplicity and assurance I had when i was a kid, no worries no troubles. But now as this kid within me grows a lil bigger, his visions have grown too. I'ld risk losing that simplistic joy, to gain a joy unspoken of..

Except only by people like who dream my dream.


WeiQi come to spoil mood again haha.. no la.. i care for u all so i post these useful pics hor...

Take 179 or 179a, relax till u see NIE signboard on your right and overhead bridge up ahead:



Drop at this bus stop, get to the bridge and walk in this direction :



Then find your way to the 7-11(some where around the corner of the canteen with macs):



Your view should look like that:



Then walk all the way till u see this gantry on your right, turn right to look for flight of stairs:



As u turn right to the stairs you will see this view:



The quad is downstairs but i think we should be performing in the tentage..makes sense to me, just my guess:




How to go home? back track all the way, and take the same bus 179/179A, it will loop back to the interchange, but try to drop at pioneer mrt station instead to get a seat hahaha(sound so kiasu tsk tsk..)

See ya on sat!!! :D "We'll see ya this Saturday, 14 March '09 bout 11-12pm at the NTU Open House."
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